“Dead Inside” is the first full-length single from nolongerhuman’s upcoming fourth album “Marionette.”
Lyrics
Day by day I became
Everything that I had always hated
Lost in a fantasy built on quicksand
Discovering just how far I could fall
Pour me another drink to end the anxiety
I’m trying in vain to hide my growing shame
Desperate for answers in the bottom of a bottle
This addiction has become my reality
Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the smile I’ll never see again
I used to know what it was like to be alive
Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the eyes I’ll never wipe clean
Now I know what it’s like to be dead inside
Dead inside
I’m dead inside
I’m dead inside
Now I know what it’s like to be dead inside
My free will replaced by need
One drink at a time I drown the agony
Night after night I commit suicide
Anything it takes to fade these memories
Show me something worth living for
Here I am with nothing left to offer
I’m back where I swore I’d never be again
A hollow man whispering junkie prayers
Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the smile I’ll never see again
I used to know what it was like to be alive
Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the eyes I’ll never wipe clean
Now I know what it’s like to be dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside
I’m dead inside
Now I know what it’s like to be dead inside
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